Saturday, August 20, 2005

Beatles Blog

I went outside, belly full of Wellington County beer, to declare "the Beatles" the best damn band in the universe.

The sky yanked my head up.

"See the pretty clouds, white, with pinky-orange?"

They drifted from the west.

"Yes," I answered, "They are beautiful."

My head drooped, hair hanging in my eyes.

I dared say nothing about the Beatles.

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The problem with analysis, the over-academic analysis of every little thing, is that if you analyzed the Beatles to a fault when they were 18, you would have wasted your time once you let them get to 30.

This doesn’t have to make sense. But freeze things as they are, they might not become what they will.

Clouds have a way of disrupting the music. When I went back out, the clouds had moved to grey and the neighbour’s music was too loud. And their screen door slams.

Rain flooded the basement, and my eyes itch with mould. I’ve switched from beer to coffee.

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"...every study of the gods, of everyone’s gods, is a revelation of vengeance toward the innocent."(John Irving, A Prayer for Owen Meany.)

From the doorstep, 9:47 p.m. there is a darkness, an inky blackness in the west, but overhead, a deep deep twilight blue and clear enough to see the stars. A woman walks past, right arm swinging. Two bicyclists whirr down the hill. And of course cars, loud on the wet pavement.

"The Beatles were the greatest band in the universe," I whisper. But the universe pays them no mind.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Eating Local


Growing your own food will help you understand how you are what you eat. If you aren't into farming, however, you could at least eat the products of those around you who are. Here's why.

One of only two city-operated community gardens, the Dundas Community Garden site edges onto the wilds of the Royal Botanical Gardens' property, sharing space with nesting snapping turtles. And deer. It seems that the pesky deer are up to the task of clearing even the hardiest jerry-rigged fence, free to lop off the choicest bits, beans being a particular attraction.

We're the new gardeners on the block, though most of the green thumbs here have been refining their arts over a number of years. What strikes the newcomer is the way they've engineered immaculate defences against blossom-browsing deer, the meticulously staked- out orange plastic fencing serving, too, as the margins for a seasonal battle against myriad green invaders, unwanted plants otherwise known as weeds.

We payed $25 to rent our plot of land measuring six by nine metres, made a trip to Flamborough to buy seeds and a few tomato plants, and with some initial advice from a friend with years in the community garden trenches, we're digging and sowing. The sun beats down. Tomatoes, lettuce, peas, squash, zucchini, beans, cucumber and potatoes find homes. 

We're the only ones using a raised bed technique, which worries my seven- year-old. "I want to plant rows, like this," she points earnestly, indicating our neighbour's neat lines of pepper plants. The difference makes me a bit nervous too; being new and novel in the ancient art of farming may be pushing boundaries. Our idiosyncratic approach to planting becomes a public thing here-we're standing naked in the field, so to speak.

A neigbouring gardener strolls over to say hi and kindly offers us a tray of leeks for planting. While we talk, he gaze takes in our garden. I note a flicker of concern cross his face.

"You've got potatoes," he comments, in a tone that feels like he might have said "you have warts."

"Yes, but not too many," I quickly point out, feeling a slight pang of guilt. Another gardener had already mentioned the bias against potatoes that exists at the site; a bias, not against potatoes per se, but the dreaded yellow and black striped Colorado Potato Beetle.

Survival pits species against species, gardener against gardener. I can't help thinking that if our crops fail, there will be murmurs, averted glances. And somewhere in the depths of my consciousness, a grain of a survival instinct stirs-suppose we didn't have groceries waiting on the shelves? What if we had to feed ourselves?
"And while middle-class citizens, and workmen infested with middle-class ideas admire their own rhetoric in the 'Talking Shops,' and 'practical people' are engaged in endless discussions on forms of government, we, the 'Utopian dreamers'-we shall have to consider the question of daily bread." -Peter Kropotkin, The Conquest of Bread.
A few kilometers away under a late June sky, members of the "Hamilton Eat Local Project" are stooped or crawling, hand picking the last remaining crop of strawberries at an organic farm. The desire to engage the local farm economy in a hands-on way is reaping early-and juicy-rewards, but the fleeting strawberry season almost slipped by unnoticed.

Thursday, March 11, 2004

THANKS TOOKER

The wind is whipping dark clouds across the sky, grainy beams of sunlight stab through like searchlights.


It's unseasonably warm for March 5, 18 degrees in these global warming times.


A full moon ascends to dominate the troubled night sky.


And the news comes to me, Tooker is dead.

I knew Tooker, as anyone active in environmental issues in Canada might.

He was a dynamo, creative, funny, daring, inspirational.

He also suffered from depression.

Hard to believe for those who knew Tooker through his public actions.

He was a powerful force for good, for the planet, and god knows we need more like him.

But Tooker was one of a kind.

When local activists invited Tooker to speak at a sustainable transportation series at the public library, he wanted to come to town early to take part in a protest event. He wasn't one to merely talk, action was integral to his being.

A few of us quickly scrambled to pull together an event to commemorate victims of car culture in the city.

On the day (three years ago this month) we held a memorial march from Wellington and King streets to City Hall. Tooker walked down the left-hand lane of King Street with about 40 of us; at City Hall plaza he made a speech.

We presented a list of cyclist and pedestrian "demands" to a city councillor, then staged a mock die-in.

Tooker had brought his ever-present bicycle with him on the GO bus from Toronto, having to argue his way past newly enforced regulations outlawing bikes from being carried in the storage compartment of the bus.

He brought a banner, blood red with bold white lettering: "Stop the Carnage"- he brought his own bull-horn. He could almost be a one man revolution.

That night at the library he gave an entertaining, passionate, inspiring talk.

Next time I saw him, he and his partner Angela were helping with a demonstration in Toronto against Ontario Power Generation (OPG), one of Canada's worst polluters - Tooker had his video camera with him at the meeting, helping to record the little actions that make a difference, the actions that don't always make it to the dailies or the network.

I knew he suffered from depression, had seen from a distance the terrible toll it took on him, sapping energy from his body, numbing his enormous vitality.

I'll remember him at his best. His public life was lived like a hammer crashing on an anvil, when Tooker got involved sparks would fly.

The sparks of his life have kindled smaller fires in the hearts of many others in places where he worked to save and protect our sick planet, to creatively confront power where it had gone unchallenged.

Whether it was the day he got arrested in Montreal for sitting on an abandoned couch which he dragged into a parking space at the side of the road, or his spirited run for the Mayor's chair in Toronto (he came second to Mel Lastman), his term in office as an Edmonton, Alberta councillor, the time he burned his passport in protest of Canada's shameful role in the UN Climate Change Conference in Den Haag, the Netherlands (then got himself arrested for trespassing at a nuclear weapons base and deported back to Canada), or delivering table scraps to Mayor Lastman's office after the cancellation of a city composting program, Tooker was an inspiration, always pointing the way to a more liveable future.

In an article he wrote about activism, Tooker found inspiration in Henry David Thoreau's timeless essay "On the Duty of Civil Disobedience."

Thoreau wrote "Let your life be a counter friction to stop the machine."

Tooker answered "I take this as a license - indeed a duty - to push harder. To take chances. To be bold. To cross the line."

He certainly, without fail, gave it his all.

The last communication I saw from Tooker was a comment he posted to Hamilton Indymedia, October 30, 2003. I had just reported on arrests occurring in Red Hill Valley.

Tooker wrote:"Just want folks to know that there are people all over the place that are with you in spirit. Keep at it. Don't give up. The last thing this world needs is another expressway. In Halifax I'm with ya, -Tooker." Tooker's death is of course a tragic loss for those who knew and loved him.

But patient, abused Mother Earth has lost herself a dedicated son, and for that we should all mourn.

May his spirit live on.

Thursday, January 22, 2004

OUT OF THE BLUE


Undercover police stir the violence pot at Red Hill and their bosses get promoted.

Tuesday, October 28, 2003. As police move in to remove valley protectors at Red Hill Valley "Protester Ted" is making "oinking" noises and loudly calling police "fucking pigs." His aggressive behaviour is out of synch with the nonviolent groove that has seen the demonstrators weather the months long valley occupation with power and grace.

"Ted" is "arrested" by police with two others, and after disappearing for about 20 minutes, Ted is back at the Mount Albion site with his yellow "trespassing" ticket in hand.

"Ted," it turns out, is also known as Detective Ted Davis to his comrades with the Hamilton Police where he is Staff Sergeant in charge of Intelligence.

Ted sounds taken aback when I call him on his office phone, "Where did you get all this information from, how would you know to call me?" he wants to know.

(I don’t have the heart to tell the head of intelligence that he was seen recently on the local news station CHTV, being interviewed about undercover police work infiltrating gangs.)

When asked about his undercover role, Ted gets tightlipped and answers "I’m not at liberty to talk about any of that" and refuses to confirm or deny his involvement.

Ted’s not talking but he certainly made a lot of noise at the first day of arrests in the valley.

According to eyewitness accounts "Ted" was "trying to initiate some kind of confrontation" with police.
Six Nations valley protector Donna Powless said she was disappointed by the police behaviour at the Mount Albion site.

"Our people were peaceful, nonviolent, and then we have this person out of the blue come and making these remarks and being very rude and trying to agitate the police there and get things stirred up" she says.
Other witnesses like Alessandra Brown report that while "Ted" was yelling at police, police approached and asked "Ted" who he was.

"Then ‘Ted’ started yelling ‘who the fuck are you, I have a right to be here!’ and stuff like that" reports Brown.
The Hamilton Spectator report of the incident states that three people (two men and a woman) were arrested and notes that police "declined to name those arrested."

No wonder.

The last time Red Hill defenders saw "Ted" was when he was flashing his badge and helping make arrests during the massive police raid on the Longhouse November 6.